Year One

And just like that…

One whole year that the world has turned without his existence.

Some days it seems like 5 days ago and others it seems like 50 yrs.

Life has slowly started to make some sort of sense again. Though some days I’m still dumbfounded and wonder if this actually happened.

I miss him dearly.

Every single day, every single second of the rest of my existence, but I chose to move forward. I refuse to be held captive by the deception of Greta (what I call my grief).

I celebrated the memory of his life yesterday. I took the day off in observance of his passing. I dedicated the entire day to his memory.

And today I go back to this new normal. My new life. Back to work, back to life, back to reality.

3 thoughts on “Year One

  1. May the Lord continue to guide you and give you the strength to this new norm. God is with you always. Wes would be so proud of you just like always celebrated everything you did.
    Hugs to you. Much love

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